Wishes

I wish I knew, are you ok? Are you at peace? Do you feel all the love from those of us left behind? If I ask you, will you tell me? I wish I knew.
It's Saturday morning, I would always call too early and you would always say it was ok, that you were getting up anyway. It was my favorite time to talk because there weren't many interruptions. We would whine, complain, and laugh about what happened - or DIDN'T happen - during the week. God I miss you.
I wish I had just one more Saturday morning conversation with you. I wouldn't complain. I would tell you how thankful I was to have you in my life. I would tell you how thankful I am to have that special bond that only sisters Share. I am 49 years old and I am not ready to be without my older sister.
I actually dialed your phone number before I caught myself. I miss you and I wish you were here.